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This may hurt a little

but it's something you'll get used to

Created on 2004-05-18 14:29:44 (#3187965), last updated 2006-12-27

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Name:	watch the weather change
Birthdate:	1987-10-08
Location:	Pennsylvania, United States
Website:	pictures

Bio

I made this journal because I was bored.

Let the whole world look in
who cares who sees anything.

http://www.myspace.com/6732518

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole
Defeated,
Concede and, move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful.

It's calling me
(calling me)
It's calling me
(calling me)
It's calling me
(calling me)

It's calling me

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret
My confidant
As full and bright as I am,
this light is not my own
A million light reflections
pass over me
It's source is bright and endless, she
resuscitates the hopeless.
Without her we are lifeless satellites, drifting.
And as I pull my head out
I am without one doubt
Don't want to peer down here
serving my narcissism, I
must crucify the ego
before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out

before I pine away
before I pine away
before I pine away
(pine away)
before I pine away.

So crucify the ego before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so
negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find
that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's
imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
and let the words spill through
Just let them pass right through,
bringing out our hope and reason.

before we pine away
(pine away)
before we pine away
(pine away)
before we pine away
(pine away)
before we pine...away